On a more serious note, it has been quite a journey to complete the reports in the social worker's office. Each day I read through the past of each of the kids. Each day I read all their abandonment, unwantedness, sickness, worthlessness, weaknesses, struggles, unlovedness. I read how families think they want to adopt, but then decide they don't. It breaks my heart and I just feel God's heart for them burn deep in me. I just long to stay here with them and show them how much they are loved by Our Great God. I long to show them how He takes broken, 'worthless' lives and does miracles and great things through them. Oh, I want them to know that!