The journey back in New York has been a struggle, as I search for a job and acclimate myself to American living. It seems that no matter how hard I look or try, no doors are opening. This city draws the most driven, exceptional people in the world and the competition is intense. But it seems like something more is happening. I believe that God's hand moves, gives, and guides. He is not giving me a job now. I have to trust how He is directing me now. My heart burns for Africa and for the kids there that I left five months ago, not one bit less than the day I left. God, I will let you do what you want. Show me the way.